sheilastretch:

30^th of November, 2015

4pm
– ish

We
decided to try combining clit pumping

with
Andractim (DHT) gel  

With an aim of (permanently) growing
out my clitoris to a… more ‘fun’ size ❤

The
sensation was a little like pussy pumping, only the pump seemed to work even
better than my full-sized version does on my vagina (I suspect I need a bigger
pump for that). I wasn’t 100% sure I was even pumping my clit, just because
it’s so small- I only *assume* it’s my clit because of its location and that
the pinhead-sized fold seems more sensitive than the surrounding area :p

When
the little nub started growing inside the tube it seemed to take on a more
clit/penis like shape though, so I think I’ve guessed right.

It
turned from kinda red to dark angry red, started to sting a little as I
adjusted the pump and managed a more intense suction. When I felt I couldn’t take
it anymore I put a little DHT gel on a Q-tip and rubbed it all over my little
nub.

I
let it dry a little, then greedily added a second layer. I’m praying I put gel
on the right thing, but it’s so sensitive I’m pretty sure I got it right.

The
gel stings a little when it goes on (from the alcohol I assume), but the
texture of the Q-tip might also be to blame.

6-8pm

My
clit has been stinging a little on and off since my first application… but I’m
also really horny at the same time. No idea if it’s actually because of the gel
or if this is just some psychological thing. When I notice it stinging my first
thought is that it was the sensation of my skin stretching as my clit grows,
and it instantly arouses me, then I remember that’s it’s probably just the
alcohol in the gel.

I’m
so aroused just from thinking about what I’m doing to my body that it’s kind of
hard to focus on other things.

9:30pm

Just
glanced down at my clit and I could swear it’s already bigger. Grabbed a tape
measure to check, but it still says about 3mm in diameter. Usually it’s nestled
hard up inside my clit hood, but now it seems to be sticking out further. After
I pumped it, it seemed to be about 1.5 mm long, now at a glance I’d estimate it
at about 2-3mm long… only that’s completely crazy. I can’t believe it would
actually grow so fast so quickly from such a small amount of gel. Maybe the
pumping added to this? Maybe it’s just my imagination and I’m being too
hopeful.

If
nothing else, it seems a little more clit/penis head shaped, so that’s
definitely encouraging.

Midnight

I
tried pumping again, but my clit was a bit too sensitive this time, so after
one feeble attempt I just went ahead and added the andractim. It burned a little
again, but enough to keep me awake or anything.

After
brushing my teeth I looked at myself in the mirror with my bright pink hair,
and thought about what I was doing to my body. I thought about my piercing and
tattoos, even had to lift my T-shirt up to look at them, and it occurred to me
for the first time that I might be a little extreme (at least by some people’s
standards). A ton of people including Mr. S have said just as much to me
before, but it’s just something I’ve always brushed off. Being extreme was
always something other people did. I don’t think anyone from my past would
believe what I’ve got into over the last few years, and yet I’m still the same
person… It’s weird stuff to think about…

sheilastretch:

8^th of December

1pm

Today’s been a bit rushed so I didn’t use the pump, and only
put on one layer. I’m planning to use the pump next time. My clit looks and
feels more swollen. There was a tiny bit of fluff on it when I lifted my hood
up. When I tried to gently rub it off, the sensation was so intense I almost
couldn’t handle it.

Last night and today I was playfully humping Mr. S with our
clothes on.

I’ve humped his torso or leg since we first started dating,
but it usually takes quite a bit of pressure and effort for only a small amount
of pleasure.

It might be a figment of my imagination, but I could swear I
was putting in medium effort and was dancing along that line of mild orgasm,
where it feels really good, but you have to do it a few more times before
you’re properly satisfied. I’m never quite sure if that counts as mini orgasms
or not…

Either way I remember having to grind Mr. S hard enough I’d
start to worry about hurting him, to get this level of pleasure before. I’m
pretty sure if anything, this would probably be due to the closer proximity of
my clit to the entrance of my hood. Reading around, it looks like my clit is considered
‘recessed’. I’m a little bit scared about what’ll happen when it isn’t recessed
any more. What if having it touch things is just too intense?!?! Shit, I’m now
both scared and aroused… Scaroused?

6:45pm

I didn’t pump this time, but I put on two layers again. The
sensation of the Q-tip touching my little nub is so intense that it made me
twitch a little. My clit actually sucked itself in a little. I played around
with this. Sometimes I managed to do it on purpose, but I haven’t quite worked
out which muscles control the movement. I wonder if this is the same thing that
makes a penis twitch? Must. Experiment. Further!

Midnight

I had a shower and asked Mr. S to give me some bedtime oral.
It felt like I have a mini tongue or penis jutting out to meet his tongue. It
was so intense and weird. I loved it!

Pumped my clit afterward, but I can’t remember if I did one
application or two. I measured my clit after pumping (wasn’t thinking too
straight) and it looked like it was 5.5mm wide, 6mm vertically, and 6mm long.

9^th of December

I finally got the balls to type out a post asking about clit
size on r/sex on reddit, then realized how late it was. This morning I read
through the replies. Some are really encouraging, and some make this whole
thing sound a lot scarier.

Noon

I pumped up my clit again, and only meant to do one
application… but I couldn’t help myself and did a second. I poked around at the
area a bit first, and discovered that my clit is quite firm, like the head of
an erect penis. The underside is surprisingly firm too, and extends down
between my labia, towards my vagina.

9:30pm

Pumped my clit again. I’m trying to keep it pumped up for
quite some time, but I get bored easily, so I started moving the nipple pump up
and down like a fleshlight. It feels good, and I have to wonder if I’m
experiencing a lighter version of how it feels to jerk off. It’s really fun
just watching my swollen clit inside, pressed against the plastic too.

Midnight

We were abnormally exhausted this time for some reason, so I
just pumped and did one layer of gel. My measurements seemed to be 5.75mm wide,
6mm vertically, and 6 or 7mm long. I need to stop procrastinating and get some
new glasses

10^th of December 2015

Midnight

Showered this morning with the plan of having sex with Mr. S
and my friend, but some workman showed up and Mr. S had to go to work. I held
off on putting my DHT gel thinking “any minute now that guy’ll be done, and I
can fuck my friend…” and then the guy didn’t leave till almost dinner time.
Still got to hang out with my buddy I guess, and we finally got to fuck just
now, which we all desperately needed :p

Didn’t pump this time, but I did two applications. I measured
my clit, but it’s either the same as yesterday or slightly deflated. I caught a glimpse of the texture while I was in our bathroom
(which is way better lit than our bedroom) and noticed what looked like an
interesting texture. It was like wrinkles or stretchmarks, but glossy. I’ll see
if Mr. S can capture it at some point.

11^th of December

11:30am

Forgot
to pump, but did two layers of gel. I love the way the q-tip feels so cold
against my clit ❤

3pm

I
pumped but only did one application.

11pm

I
sat on Mr. S’s face till he decided we needed to fuck, then he shared me with
his friend. For the first time I felt Mr. S’s pubic hair chafe against my clit.
It wasn’t terrible or anything, just new.

Some
time ago I read that clits can become engorged from arousal, so I don’t know if
it skewed the measurements, but tonight it looked like 7mm horizontal and
vertical, and 5mm long.

It
looks like there’s a small thing on the top side of my clit, where it goes down
into the hood. Just a bit of skin, like the one between your upper lip and the
front of your gum. It looks kinda cool.

[Log
ends here – but will continue!]